alone during raya eid.....

hmmm, can say my heart out during this raya bcos im all alone...have 2 celebrate  it without my parent and all my family....i cannot describe my feeling cos i just cannot cry or even share my feeling. All i can say is my heart is left at my hometown its goes along with my feel there..

but, fortunately he is here 2 accompany me...so i did not feel a so lonely no more...tomorrow i will accompany him all day long until raya...bcos i dont want 2 felt sad ..this is my first time u know.....just cannot describe... just called my mom she say all are at kampung except for me n k ida....i have 2 move onbe more mature now...not all thing i can do with the present of my parent now....

lullaby.......:)

i can say that these few day was very challenging 4 me.......he has beyond boundaries that i never see the other side of him.....hes really caring, n concern...can see when i went 2 accompany him during his work day....then when i want 2 go back he keep on hold me bcos dont want me 2 go back so early....then when i want 2 go back home he accompany me until lrt...it was so nice...bcos i fell comfort n i can feel that he didn't want me 2 go home....after that he keep on tracking me where am i bcos he was worried about me...he just stop when i has arrive at home...until then he say that im safe at home so dont have 2 worry much..so sweet right???


same as i want 2 go back here yesterday bcos he keep on asking where am i...i dont know y..but actually he just want 2 go back 2 s alam 2gether...i was so hepy bcos have the opportunity 2 spend time with him on train..it was a rare opportunity, u know?....he keep on smiling n talking regarding himself n other thing..i can see that he was so hepy ....he totally has change n become different n look more shining...hehehehe...


he keep on saying that he so hepy now bcos he is not alone anymore cos he got me now....his life bcome more merrier n his life also n bcome meaningful also....